No art? I know I'm a little fuck-up

No art, no fanfiction, no poetry, no shit whatsoever, I know I'm a epic mess of epic failure, fucked up, I know. My sketchbook I got last year while in Newport News, Virginia, is completely filled to the brim, and the worse of it is that not only is the economy worse where I live to the point that I still don't have a job in stupid-ass Washington state (that I regret returning to...prodigal little girl....meh...), but since my sketchbook is filled up, everything I wanna draw, everything in mind, I can't put out because I technically have no sketchbook anymore! Yep, it goes on the shelf now with my other works of art from the past, only for me to wonder what the hell am I to do now? I've been itching desperately to actually attempt at some Avengers/Thor fanart especially of ohlalala Loki, but nothing!

Those who are wondering at why I've had nothing submitted, its because of finanical shit. I swear, its pissing me off, I know. I'm just letting you all know in case you're wondering why I hadn't posted up anything in so damn long, only to question my purpose of being here if anything even being asked at all. Frankly, I should be the one asking myself that. Though I do get easily amused by one's own sense of insanity, let alone I've been insane by approxiately 100% since I was born, and could care less, there are fragments of it that go to a certain degree, to the point its a sense that you lose and result in loathing in the end. Of course, I'm on deviantart to socialize, post up art (the obvious purpose), and to look at other art, but as of now, I've just been losing it.

Only good news out of it, is that Wal-Mart apparently has $7. sketchbooks which I'll have to save up for or at least get a job for. Now, if somehow out of the ordinary, I do get a sketchbook, I need requests of what to draw...please! I need an assignment, something to be at a certain peace of mind! *sighs* I'll just go hit the hay now, hopefully when I come back, I see an request, anything from a pony, a yaoi porn show to even a purple elephant for all I care!